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The Israel Koschitzky Virtual Beit
Midrash
Understanding Aggada Yeshivat Har Etzion
Shiur #11: Humility and Wisdom
By Rav Yitzchak Blau
Our Rabbis taught: "A person should always be humble like
Hillel and not impatient like Shammai." There was a story in which two people
made a wager, saying: He who goes and makes Hillel angry shall receive four
hundred zuz. Said one: "I will go and incense him." That day was Friday
afternoon, and Hillel was washing his head. He went, passed by the door of his
house, and called out: "Is Hillel here, is Hillel here?" Thereupon he robed and
went out to him, saying: "My son, what do you require?" "I have a question to
ask," he said. "Ask, my son," he prompted. Thereupon he asked: "Why are the
heads of the Babylonians round?" He responded: "My son, you have asked a great
question. It is because they do not have skillful midwives. He departed, tarried
a while, returned, and called out: "Is Hillel here; is Hillel here?" He robed
and went out to him, saying: "My son, what do you require?" "I have a question
to ask," he said. "Ask, my son," he prompted. Thereupon he asked: "Why are the
eyes of the Tadmurians bleared?" He replied: "My son, you have asked a great
question. It is because they live in sandy places." He departed, tarried a
while, returned, and called out: "Is Hillel here; is Hillel here?" He robed and
went out to him, saying: "My son, what do you require?" "I have a question to
ask," he said. "Ask, my son," he prompted. He asked: "Why are the feet of the
Africans wide?" He said: "My son, you have asked a great question. It is because
they live in watery marshes." He said: "I have many questions to ask but fear
that you may become angry." Thereupon he robed, sat before him and said: "Ask
all the questions you have to ask." "Are you the Hillel who is called the
nasi of Israel?" "Yes," he replied. He retorted: "If that is you, may
there not be many like you in Israel." "Why, my son?" he asked. "Because I have
lost four hundred zuz through you," he answered. "Be careful of your moods," he
answered. "Hillel is worth it that you should lose four hundred zuz and yet
another four hundred zuz through him, yet Hillel shall not lose his temper."
(Shabbat 30b-31a, based on Soncino)
This famous story has been a long time favorite of Jewish
youth, as it celebrates the sterling character of Hillel, who knew how to not
lose his temper even when bombarded with a series of silly questions at the most
inconvenient time possible. The opening line indicates that humility represents
the secret for becoming like Hillel. Apparently, a healthy sense of one's own
limitations helps one deal with such trying situations with equanimity. A look
at some commentaries reveals further insight into the humble personality.
Rav Kook points out that Hillel is "nitatef," (he
robes himself) before greeting the questioner. I had always thought that this
conveys greater cause for frustration as Hillel keeps getting back into the
bath, only to have to dress again in response to each knock on the door. Rav
Kook (Ein Ayah) understands this verb as referring to clothing oneself in
a garment of honor. Indeed, the gemara (Shabbat 119a) employs the same
verb to refer to R. Chanina's robing himself to go out and greet the Sabbath
queen. If so, this element of the tale conveys that humility and the need to
dress in a dignified fashion need not be at odds with each other.
Humility necessitates an accurate evaluation of oneself, both
of one's bad and good characteristics. Most people have difficulty admitting
their faults, but the humble person sees those faults clearly, even as he or she
notes the more positive traits as well. Hillel, who admits his own shortcomings,
also realizes that he merits dignified clothing. Furthermore, if humility
involves complete self-abnegation, it becomes impossible for the humble
individual to honor others- what honor can come from total nullity? Therefore,
Hillel robes in honorable garb as he goes out to meet the questioner. In
addition to the points raised by Rav Kook, I would add that Hillel represents an
important institution, the patriarchite. Humble individuals in a communal
leadership role must both truly understand their faults and yet be able to
represent their office with dignity.
Hillel also manifests humility in his ability to answer
the questions. Rav Kook points out that arrogance can get in the way of
intellectual pursuits in numerous ways. The arrogant individual is quick to
dismiss a question as nonsense. Furthermore, the haughty person will eschew more
simple explanations in the pursuit of a complex solution that befits that
person's self-image as a great thinker. However, some seemingly foolish
questions contain a bit of wisdom, and sometimes the simplest answer is the
correct one. Hillel's humility enables him to think seriously about these three
questions and to find an answer that is both simple and worth knowing.
This brings us to the question of just what Hillel
answers. R. Zvi Hirsch Chayes, in his commentary printed in the back of the
Vilna shas, understands the answer in scientific terms. Whether it be
through Lamarckian adaptation or a Darwinian survival of the fittest, the people
of a given environment have adapted or evolved to best survive in that
environment. If so, Hillel takes the question seriously and offers a scientific
answer.
Alternatively, Rav Kook suggests that Hillel is
referring to Divine providence. Hashem has arranged the world to enable people
of different locations to thrive in their respective areas. While the
intellectual puffed up with self-pride would find the three questions beneath
him, or only worthy if the answer involves a long and drawn out theory, Hillel's
humility leads him to think seriously about the questions and to offer an answer
that is simple, elegant and educational.
In this context, it is worth noting that several
commentators wonder why it is that Hillel bothers answering foolish questions.
The Sefat Emet (in his commentary on Shabbat) answers that the
questioner truly though he was asking nonsense questions, in the hope that this
would anger Hillel. To the questioner's chagrin, however, Hillel found real
substance to the questions. In Rav Kook's view, this ironic twist emerges as the
result of Hillel's humility.
Finally, Rav Kook sees one more aspect of the truly humble in
this tale. As the ba'alei mussar were well aware, the humble individual
always has one last test. Will he or she become arrogant about their humility?
We can easily imagine people usually humble and self- effacing, but overly proud
of their ability to face their own faults squarely. The person attempting to get
Hillel angry understood this temptation and tried to utilize it against Hillel.
When he said: "I have many questions to ask you but fear you will get angry," he
was implicitly challenging Hillel's humble patience. He thought that such a
challenge might finally raise the ire of Hillel. Hillel's calm response revealed
that this great sage had overcome this final temptation of the humble as well.
If so, this story serves as a paradigm for the ideal humility.
It is not self-abnegation, but rather the quite difficult endeavor of seeing
oneself accurately, warts and all. When performed correctly, such humility
enables more sympathetic interaction with others, as well as the ability to
analyze ideas more successfully. |