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The Israel Koschitzky Virtual Beit
Midrash
Parshat HaShavua Yeshivat Har Etzion
This parasha series is dedicated in memory of Michael
Jotkowitz, z"l.
PARASHAT ACHAREI-MOT
The Death of Aharon's Sons,
and the Priestly Service on Yom Kippur
By Rav Yair Kahn
"God spoke to Moshe after the death of Aharon's two sons, when
they came close before God and died. And God said to Moshe: Speak to Aharon,
your brother, that he should not come at any time to the Kodesh that is inside
the parokhet [partition], before the covering which is upon the Ark, so that he
will not die, for I shall appear upon the covering in a cloud. [But] thus shall
Aharon come to the Kodesh: with a bull for a sin offering, and a ram as a burnt
offering
" (Vayikra 16:1-3)
By means of this introduction, the Torah draws a substantive
connection between the commandment concerning the priestly service on Yom Kippur
and the death of Aharon's sons. This connection is certainly meant to convey a
certain message, and in this shiur we shall examine several of its aspects, with
the aim of reaching a deeper understanding of the significance of Yom Kippur and
its service.
A. "That he should not come at any time to the Kodesh"
On the simplest level, the Torah mentions the death of Aharon's
sons in its introduction to the Yom Kippur service because this entire command
came about as a reaction to the death of Nadav and Avihu when they came close
before God, to "offer before God a strange fire, which He had not commanded."
Aharon, then, is warned not to enter the Kodesh at any time, except within a
cloud of incense, as part of the Yom Kippur service. But if the whole section
regarding the Yom Kippur service is indeed a response to, and a means of
rectification for, the sin of Aharon's sons, we must ask why this parasha is not
recorded immediately after their death (10:2). A number of different issues are
discussed in between the death of Nadav and Avihu and the Yom Kippur service:
laws of kashrut, ritual impurity associated with childbirth, and the impurity
arising from 'tzara'at' (leprous infections) and from 'zivut' (bodily
discharges). Why are these matters inserted here, forming what appears to be a
separation between the death of Aharon's sons and the parasha of Acharei Mot,
which was transmitted in its wake?
Let us begin by examining the parasha that immediately follows
the story of the death of Nadav and Avihu: the list of forbidden foods. In order
to understand the nature of this parasha, we must contrast it with the parallel
section in Sefer Devarim (chapter 14). The latter consists of a virtually
word-for-word repetition of the animals specified in Parashat Shemini. It
includes the signs of kosher animals and kosher fish, and even repeats the
detailed list of kosher birds. But then we find a discrepancy between the two
parashiot. Whereas the section in Sefer Devarim ends at this point, after
enumerating the various kosher and non-kosher animals, the parallel section in
Vayikra continues with the laws concerning the impurity of carcasses and of
people who partake of their meat, and the prohibition against eating
sheratzim (creeping creatures):
"From these shall you be impure; anyone who touches their
carcass shall be impure until the evening, and whoever carries any part of their
carcass shall wash his clothes and be impure until the evening: [the carcass of]
any beast with a parted hoof but which is not cloven-hoofed and does not chew
the cud these are impure for you; anyone who touches them shall be impure
Do
not make yourself abominable with any creeping thing that creeps, nor shall you
make yourself impure with them, such that you will be defiled by them." (Vayikra
11:24-43)
Thus, the comparison between these two parashiot reveals that
the section devoted to forbidden foods in Sefer Vayikra is fundamentally a
section dealing with the concept of impurity, and is therefore related to the
other parashiot that address this subject. Hence, we are left with only one
subject wedged between the death of Aharon's sons and the Yom Kippur service
the subject of ritual impurity - and we must therefore understand the
relationship between the parashiot discussing ritual impurity and the death of
Nadav and Avihu.
A solution to our question is hinted at in the story of "peretz
Usa" ("the breach of Uza"), which the Sages selected as the haftara to Parashat
Shemini. At first glance, the tragedy of Uza's death, recorded in this haftara,
appears to have resulted from a very specific, isolated error. As we read in
Sefer Shemuel II (chapter 6), the cattle leading the wagon carrying the Aron
stumbled, and Uza made the mistake of putting out his hand to support the Aron
to prevent it from falling. But if this were the whole story, there would be no
need for David to implement any procedural changes when attempting a second time
to bring the Aron, this time from the house of Oved Edom, other than warning the
bearers of the Ark not to touch it. But, as the narrative in Sefer Shemuel
reveals, there are indeed significant disparities between the two attempts. When
the Aron is taken up the first time, from the house of Avinadav, we are told:
"They bore it from the house of Avinadav, which was in Giv'a, with the Ark of
God, and Achyo went before the Ark. And David and all of Israel played before
God on all types of [instruments made of] cypress wood, and on lyres and on
lutes and timbrels and on rattles and cymbals" (Shemuel II 6:4-5). These verses
describe an atmosphere of festivity and celebration bordering on frivolity, as
expressed in the word "played" ("mesahakim" in Hebrew, this word is not
usually used in relation to musical instruments; it parallels rather the other
meaning of the English word lightheartedness). But three months later, when
the Ark is taken up from the house of Oved Edom, we are told: "David went and
took up the Ark of God from the house of Oved Edom, to the city of David, with
joy. And when those bearing the ark of God took six steps, he offered an ox and
a fatling" (ibid. 12-13). Admittedly, the text again mentions joy, but the
atmosphere is unquestionably more cautious and serious. After every six paces an
ox and a fatling are offered. David and all of Israel are not "playing before
God," but rather bringing up the Ark "with shouting and with the sound of the
shofar."
We may conclude, then, that David understood that God's
punishment against Uza did not result from a one-time, isolated failure the
fact that Uza made the mistake of putting forth his hand towards the Aron. David
understood that there had been a broader problem with the spirit in which they
had tried to move the Ark. Carried away with the festive feeling of "playing
before God," they had lost sight of the command, "
the service of the Sanctuary
is upon them, they shall bear it on their shoulders" (Bamidbar 7:9). Indeed, in
the parallel account in Divrei Hayamim I, we discover several details omitted
from the narrative in Sefer Shemuel:
"David called Tzadok and Evyatar, the kohanim, and the leviim,
and Uriel, Asaya and Yoel, Shemaya and Eliel and Aminadav. And he said to them:
You are the heads of the households of the leviim; sanctify yourselves and your
brethren that you may bring up the Ark of the Lord God of Israel to the place
which I have prepared for it. For it was because you did not do this the first
time that God burst forth among us, for we did not seek Him in proper fashion."
(Divrei Hayamim I 15)
Before the tragedy of Uza, there was an eruption of spiritual
emotion. Following a period of separation, after the Ark was taken from them, it
once again became possible to come close to God and to take shelter in the
Divine Presence. They presumptuously imagined that for man, created in the image
of God, concerning whom we declare "You have made him [only] a little less than
God" (Tehillim 8:6), the road to the Shekhina's revelation would not be a long
one. Swept away by unbridled intoxication of religious feeling, they believed
that a person who is full of love of God could cleave to the Shekhina, as it
were. They did not understand, in that state of mind, that "The Lord your God is
a consuming fire" (Devarim 4:24), and the distance between the Creator and
mortal man is infinite. Moshe himself, who spoke with God "face to face, as a
man speaks to his fellow," was told, "No man can see Me and live" (Shemot
33:20). This explains the teaching of Rabba:
"For what reason was David punished? Because he called words of
Torah 'songs' (zemirot), as it is written: 'Your statutes are songs for me in my
dwelling.' The Holy One said to him: 'Words of Torah, concerning which it is
written, 'If you close your eyes from it, it is gone' - you call them 'songs'? I
shall therefore cause you to stumble regarding a matter which is known even to
young children, as it is written, 'To the children of Kehat He did not give
[wagons], for the service of the Sanctuary [is upon them, they shall bear it on
their shoulders]'' and he [David] brought in on a wagon." (Sotah
35a)
The episode of Uza taught David that God is to be served with
fear and awe; the joy experienced before Him must be accompanied by trembling,
as it is written, "and David feared God on that day" (Shemuel II 6:9).
The commentators present many different explanations concerning
the sin of Aharon's sons. But when it comes to the root of the sin, most share a
similar fundamental concept: religious presumptuousness. According to the view
of Rebbi, God issued the warning, "Also the kohanim who come to approach God
shall sanctify themselves, lest God break forth among them" (Shemot 19:22)
specifically to prevent the ascent of Nadav and Avihu to Mount Sinai. The Sages,
in Vayikra Rabba (20:10), describe Nadav and Avihu as arrogantly teaching
halakha in front of their teacher. They were princes, who already at a very
young age were ranked among the elders of Israel who merited to ascend and see,
as it were, the God of Israel. According to the Targum Yerushalmi, it is with
reference to them that the Torah tells, "They beheld God, and they ate and
drank" (Shemot 24:11) in other words, as Rashi explains, "They gazed at Him
with a coarse heart, while eating and drinking." The religious experience, in
their view, was taken for granted. Out of thirst for God they burst forth before
Him, without any Divine command. The Netziv beautifully explains that the
"foreign fire" refers to the fire of love for God: "They entered [the Kodesh]
out of a fiery enthusiasm of love of God. The Torah says that although the love
of God is precious in God's eyes, it should not be expressed in this way, which
He had not commanded." Therefore, it is said concerning them, "I shall be
sanctified among those close to Me" because they yearned to enjoy the splendor
of the Divine Presence. They fulfilled what we are told in Sefer Tehillim
(55:15) "
we walked to God's house with excitement." But they were punished
because they lost sight of the warning of Kohelet (4:7), "Guard your feet when
you go to the house of God."
The laws governing the manner in which one is to approach the
Mikdash serve as an expression of the distance between man and his Creator.
Using purely physical powers, one cannot behold God and serve Him. In order to
serve in the Mikdash, a Divine command is necessary to facilitate that which is
otherwise impossible. One who wishes to approach the Mikdash must fulfill a list
of conditions, for license to enter God's house is granted only through
compliance with the laws of the Torah. According to Chazal, Nadav and Avihu as
princes scorned these conditions (whether we adopt the view that they entered
in a state of intoxication, or the view that they entered without the priestly
garments), and for this they were punished.
In light of the above, we can now reexamine the sequence of the
parashiot in Sefer Vayikra. The Sefer opens with a discussion of the sacrifices,
and of a person's ability to offer them before God. Following the discussion of
the sacrifices, the Torah describes the seven days of inauguration, the aim of
which was to reach the eighth day "For on this day God will appear to you"
(9:4). Thus, from the beginning of the Sefer up until the revelation of the
Shekhina on the eighth day, the Torah addresses only one aspect of religious
experience the possibility of coming close to God. Suddenly, at the moment of
climax, when fire emerges from before God and consumes whatever is upon the
altar before the eyes of the nation, there is a disruption: Aharon's sons enter
the Kodesh with no Divine command, and they are immediately consumed. In the
blink of an eye, everything changes. After all, there are laws governing the
service in the Mikdash; not everyone is able to serve. The Divine revelation to
man is no longer taken for granted.
In this context, the parashiot relating to the various types of
ritual impurity come to emphasize the other aspect of religious experience, and
to teach us about the infinite abyss that separates between human reality and
Divine reality. Impurity is an inseparable part of ultimate human reality. It
accompanies his birth, as well as his death; it is bound up with his eating and
his marital relations. Mortal man, mired in impurity, cannot come to God without
the laws of purification that God Himself commands. Without fulfillment of the
purifying Divine command, mortals dwelling in their material homes cannot
approach the King. "You shall separate Bnei Yisrael from their impurity, that
they shall not die in their impurity, when they defile My dwelling that is among
them" (Vayikra 15:31).
Here we come to the parasha describing the Yom Kippur service,
in which the Torah warns Aharon not to come to the Kodesh at any time, except
within a cloud of incense as part of the Yom Kippur service. Concerning the
significance of the incense, attention should be paid to the fascinating insight
of Seforno at the end of Parashat Tetzaveh (Shemot 30:1), where he explains why
the command to build an incense altar is not mentioned together with the other
vessels of the Mishkan:
"This altar is not mentioned together with the rest of the
vessels, in Parashat Teruma, for its intention was not to allow God to dwell
among us, as was the idea behind the rest of the vessels, as God says 'And I
shall dwell in their midst; in accordance with all that I show you, the form of
the Mishkan and the form of all its vessels
' Nor was its intention to bring
down a vision of God's glory into the house as was the intention of the
sacrifices as He says, 'I shall meet there with Bnei Yisrael,' and as Moshe
testifies, when he says: 'This is the matter that God commanded you to do, that
the glory of God may appear before you.' [Rather,] the point of this altar was
to give honor to the blessed God after He came to accept with favor the service
of His people in the sacrifices offered morning and evening, to 'welcome' Him,
as it were, with an offering of incense, in the spirit of 'Give honor to God's
name; bring an offering and come before Him'."
According to our approach, we must define the point of building
the Mishkan and its vessels as bringing about a revelation of the Shekhina to Am
Yisrael. But the golden altar, upon which the incense is offered, symbolizes the
abyss that separates the Shekhina from Am Yisrael. Only after the command to
build the Mishkan and its vessels do we find the command concerning the golden
altar, as though to declare, "It is God's glory to hide a matter" (Mishlei
25:2). It is only by means of the screen of smoke created by the burning incense
that God appears above the covering of the Ark.
Thus, there are two aspects to religious experience. On one
hand, there is the thirsting of the soul for the living God. But on the other
hand, there is the awareness that "no man shall see Me and live." Only after we
have absorbed the message of the parashiot concerning impurity, only after we
have internalized the mistake of Aharon's sons, only once we have understood the
two aspects of religious experience, is it possible to return to the
instructions concerning the entry into the Kodesh, behind the parokhet: "By this
shall Aharon come to the Kodesh
." Once it has become clear that one cannot come
into the Kodesh whenever one chooses, the Torah can then inform us that God will
nevertheless appear above the covering but only by means of the cloud of
incense.
B. "For on this day God will appear before you"
But it seems that there is yet another connection between the
death of Aharon's sons and the Yom Kippur service. Yom Kippur is the day when
God delivered to Moshe the second set of Tablets, when Bnei Yisrael achieved
atonement for the sin of the golden calf. But this, it appears, was not the end
of the process of atonement for the sin. Immediately after Yom Kippur, Bnei
Yisrael are commanded to construct the Mishkan. The Torah (Shemot 35:20-29)
describes the enthusiasm that greeted the campaign for donations towards the
building project to the extent that they brought even more materials than were
needed (36:5-7). Apparently, this enthusiasm arose not only from the thirst for
the Divine Presence, but also from feelings of guilt for having fashioned the
golden calf. Bnei Yisrael had previously removed their gold earrings in order to
fashion the calf; in contributing towards the Mishkan they were given an
opportunity to offer their jewelry for the sake of the Mishkan and its vessels.
Therefore, the very engagement in the Mishkan was part of the process of the
nation's teshuva for the sin of the golden calf, as Chazal explain:
"When they made the calf, God told Moshe: 'Now leave Me
alone
.' He said to Him: 'Test them, [to see] whether they will make the
Mishkan.' What is written with regard to that failure? 'Remove the gold rings.'
And what did they bring? Rings. And when they made the Mishkan, they made the
same contribution. And that which is written, 'All who were generous of spirit
brought nose-rings and earrings, rings and bracelets' they sinned by means of
earrings, and by earrings He was appeased. The Divine spirit moved Hoshea to
declare, 'Instead of them being told, 'You are not My nation,' they will be
told, 'You are the children of the living God.' Moshe said to God, 'You wrote:
'If a man steals an ox or a sheep, and he slaughters it or sells it, he shall
pay five oxen for that ox.' Behold, they have brought to God nose-rings and
earrings, rings and bracelets." (Midrash Rabba, Shemot 48:5)
The eighth day of the Mishkan's inauguration the conclusion
of the consecration process is therefore also a day of atonement for the sin
of the golden calf. Am Yisrael had toiled for months to build the Mishkan, with
the aim of once again meriting a Divine revelation reminiscent of that at Sinai.
And indeed, following seven days of inauguration, on the eighth day, God
promises, "On this day God will appear to you" (Vayikra 9:4). With great
anticipation, Bnei Yisrael approach and stand around the Mishkan, awaiting word
of their expiation. The tension mounts continuously, until the fire emerges from
before God: "And God's glory appeared to all the nation, and a fire emerged from
before God and consumed [that which was] upon the altar the burnt offering and
the fats" (Vayikra 9:23-24).
The eighth day therefore marks the end of a lengthy process
that began with Moshe's bringing the second Tablets of Testimony that he
received at Sinai, and concludes with the Shekhina's descent onto the Mishkan
a process reflecting a profound religious drama within the collective spirit of
Bnei Yisrael. But this drama plays itself out with special intensity within the
recesses of one person's soul Aharon. Aharon played a central role in the sin
of the golden calf, and there can be no doubt that a powerful sense of guilt
lurked within him. Here, Aharon is called upon to sanctify himself and serve
during the days of inauguration, to atone for the sin of the calf. Aharon, who
took part in the transgression, who "exposed them, so that they were an object
of derision to those who oppose them" (Shemot 32:25), is the one chosen to serve
as Kohen Gadol, in order that God's glory can once again appear before Am
Yisrael.
Chazal sense Aharon's psychological tension, and explain the
verse, "Moshe said to Aharon: Approach the altar, and offer your sin offering
and your burnt offering" (Vayikra 9:7) as an expression of a lack of religious
confidence, as a result of his part in the creation of the golden calf:
"To what may this be compared? To a mortal king who got
married; his wife was shy in his presence, so her sister came to her and said:
'For what reason did you agree to this? In order to serve the king! Be
confident, and come to serve the king!' Thus Moshe told Aharon: 'Aharon, my
brother, for what reason were you selected to be the Kohen Gadol? Only so that
you may serve before the Holy One, blessed be He. Be confident and come to
perform your service!'" (Sifra, Parashat Shemini, Mekhilta
de-Milu'im).
Moreover, the Sages explain:
"Some say that Aharon perceived the altar as having the form of
an ox, and he was afraid of it. Moshe said to him, 'My brother: that of which
you are fearful be confident and approach it!' For this reason it is written,
'Approach the altar'."
The Ramban offers a psychological insight into this
Midrash:
"The reason for this is that because Aharon was sanctified to
God, and his soul held no sin except for the matter of the golden calf, that sin
was fixed in his mind, in the manner of what is written 'and my sin is before
me always.' It seemed to him that the form of the golden calf was there,
obstructing his atonement. Therefore, Moshe told him, 'Be confident' do not be
of such lowly spirit, for God is already favorably disposed towards your
actions." (Ramban, Vayikra 9:7)
However, we find that even after Aharon finishes offering all
the sacrifices and blesses the nation, the Shekhina does not immediately descend
to the nation. The Shekhina appears only when Moshe joins him:
"Aharon lifted his hands to the nation and blessed them. And he
descended from offering the sin offering and the burnt offering and the peace
offerings, and Moshe and Aharon came to the Ohel Mo'ed, and they came out and
blessed the nation, and God's glory appeared to all the nation." (Vayikra
9:22-23)
Chazal point out that Aharon felt that the Shekhina was not
appearing because of his role in the sin of the golden calf:
"'And Moshe and Aharon came to the Ohel Mo'ed' when Aharon
saw that all the sacrifices had already been offered, and all the actions had
already been performed, but the Shekhina was not descending to Israel, Aharon
stood and was troubled. He said, 'I know that God is angry with me; it is
because of me that the Shekhina has not come down to Israel. This is what my
brother Moshe did to me I went forth and I was embarrassed, for the Shekhina
did not descend to Israel!' Moshe immediately entered with him, and they asked
for Divine mercy, and the Shekhina descended to Israel. Therefore it is written,
'Moshe and Aharon came to the Ohel Mo'ed'." (Sifra, Parashat Shemini, Mekhilta
de-Milu'im)
Ultimately, after Moshe joined Aharon, the Shekhina descended
upon Israel. But immediately thereafter, Nadav and Avihu were consumed by fire.
According to one view in the Midrash, Aharon's sons died as punishment for their
father's role in the debacle of the golden calf:
"At first, a decree was pronounced against him, as it is
written, 'and God was exceedingly angry at Aharon, [and decided] to destroy him'
Rabbi Yehoshua of Sakhnin said in the name of Rabbi Levi: The term
'destruction' (hashmada) is never used except to mean the annihilation of one's
children, as it is written, 'I shall destroy his fruit above and his roots
below.' Because Moshe prayed for him, he was spared from half the decree: two
died and two remained. This is as it is written, 'Take Aharon and his sons with
him
'" (Vayikra Rabba, 10:5)
Even if we do not adopt this Midrash, we cannot ignore the
possibility that Aharon blamed himself for the death of his sons. Indeed, the
phrase, "Aharon was silent" (10:3) is interpreted not only as an expression of
mourning, but also as a justification and acceptance of God's judgment and
punishment, as part of Aharon's teshuva for the sin of the golden calf.
Admittedly, the Torah does not elaborate at any length on Aharon's teshuva, or
how he overcame his part in the golden calf, in order to be worthy once again of
serving God as the Kohen Gadol. But in these two words "va-yidom Aharon" the
Torah offers us a glimpse into the drama that was playing out in his soul. These
two words testify, like two reliable witnesses, to one of the most inspirational
examples of teshuva.
Thus, on the eighth day, Aharon's struggle with his sin reached
new heights and new depths. However, we find that it was only after the eighth
day that Aharon was permitted to enter the Kodesh ha-Kodashim. The sacrifices of
the eighth day, despite their similarity to the sacrifices of Yom Kippur, were
offered outside, in the Mishkan's courtyard. Only after the death of his two
sons is Aharon told, "With this shall Aharon come to the Kodesh: with an ox as a
sin offering
."
In order to enter the Kodesh ha-Kodashim, Aharon must first
offer the sacrifices that atone for the sin of the golden calf. The order of the
Yom Kippur service includes two central sacrifices, whose blood is sprinkled
inside the 'heikhal': an ox brought as the Kohen Gadol's sin offering, and the
goat that serves as the nation's sin offering. It would seem that at their root,
these sacrifices are meant to atone for the sin of the golden calf. The nation's
sin offering is entirely burnt; the only other sacrificial goat that is burnt in
its entirety is the sin offering brought when the nation transgresses with
regard to idolatry (Bamidbar 15:22-26). In contrast to the goat, which comes as
a public sin offering, the Kohen Gadol's ox is the sin offering of an
individual. And the only other individual sacrifice that is entirely burnt is
the sin offering brought by the Kohen Gadol when he commits an inadvertent
violation (Vayikra 4:3-12). Regarding the process of sacrificing and sprinkling
the blood, too, we find a great deal of similarity between the sin offerings of
Yom Kippur, on one hand, and the nation's sin offering for idolatry and the ox
brought by the Kohen Gadol, on the other. It would seem, therefore, that these
sacrifices are offered in order to atone for the sin of worshipping the golden
calf. In order to enter the Kodesh ha-Kodashim on behalf of the nation of
Israel, Aharon must bring atonement for his own part in the calf, as well as for
the sin of the nation. For this reason, he is commanded to offer a goat as a sin
offering for the nation's inadvertent violation of idolatry, and, to atone for
his own part in the sin, he brings an ox as the Kohen Gadol's sin offering.
C. "It shall be for you an eternal statute, in the seventh
month, on the tenth of the month"
Yom Kipppur, then, is a day of atonement for the sin of the
golden calf not only because the second set of Tablets were given on this day,
but also because Yom Kippur was chosen as the day on which Aharon or whoever
would succeed him as Kohen Gadol must offer an ox and goat as a sin offering,
and to sprinkle their blood in the 'heikhal', like the Kohen Gadol's sin
offering, and the goat offered to atone for the sin of idolatry. It is with
these that the Kohen Gadol approaches the Kodesh ha-Kodashim.
Concerning the connection between the Kohen Gadol's entry on
Yom Kippur and the sin of the calf, we learn in Masekhet Rosh ha-Shana: "For
what reason does the Kohen Gadol not enter the Kodesh ha-Kodashim in his golden
garments, to perform the service? Because a prosecutor cannot become an
advocate" (26a). This Gemara teaches that Aharon's role in the sin of the golden
calf forms the background to the Kohen Gadol's entry into the Kodesh
ha-Kodashim. The Kohen Gadol enters the holiest place wearing only the simple
priestly garments made of linen, showing that he is completely clean of this
sin.
In light of the above, Yom Kippur is found at both ends of the
process of atonement for the sin of the golden calf, with the eighth day of the
inauguration placed in between. Obviously, Yom Kippur is the day when the second
Tablets were given to Israel. On this day, in the first year following the
Exodus from Egypt, Israel were granted the opportunity to atone for the golden
calf by means of building the Mishkan. On the eighth day, at the conclusion of
this process of construction and preparation, the Shekhina once again descended
to the nation. But from Aharon's point of view, the eighth day was a day for
grappling with his part in the sin. This grappling reached its climax with the
death of his two sons, and his silent reaction: "Aharon was silent." This
reaction an expression of the depth of his teshuva, and his acceptance of
Divine justice led to his ability to atone for the sin of the calf, for
himself and for his household and for all of the congregation of Israel, and to
the license to enter the Kodesh ha-Kodashim. This entry takes place every year
on Yom Kippur, when Bnei Yisrael seek atonement for all their sins before
God.
D. "The place where penitents stand
"
It thus emerges that Nadav and Avihu, who were not part of the
sin of the golden calf, died when they tried to approach God. Aharon's sons
believed that they deserved to behold God. In their arrogance, they entered the
Kodesh without consulting with their teacher. They failed to understand that a
mortal man even the most righteous and the most holy does not have the right
to demand to behold God. The license to enter the holiest of places is awarded
specifically to Aharon, who did play a role in the sin of the golden calf, and
who lived with a sense of failure and missed opportunity. His sin gave him no
rest. He felt, in a most profound way, that he had no right to behold God's
countenance. He knew that his calling to enter the holiest place, the most
intimate meeting with God, was granted not by right, but rather by God's mercy
and compassion, after he himself had sinned and then performed teshuva.
Chazal teach: "The place where penitents stand even the
completely righteous cannot stand there" (Berakhot 34b). The completely
righteous, who have never tasted sin, do not recognize the weaknesses and
limitations of human reality; therefore, they cannot occupy that special place
before God that is reserved for the penitent. The latter has experienced,
firsthand, the impurity that surrounds human reality; he knows that his calling
to stand before God comes only as a result of Divine mercy and compassion.
The Kodesh ha-Kodashim is open not to Nadav and Avihu, but
rather to Aharon (or the Kohen Gadol who will succeed him), dressed only in the
simple, linen priestly garments so as not to recall the golden calf. Even today,
in the absence of our Temple, we do not come before God by virtue of our
righteousness, but rather by virtue of His immense compassion. With a profound
sense of regret we declare, "Like the destitute and downtrodden we knock on Your
door." We give stark expression to the limitations of human existence: "After
all, the valiant ones are all like nothing before You, and people of fame as
though they had never existed, and the wise as though they knew nothing, and
the understanding as though they had no discernment. For most of their actions
are worthless, and the days of their lives are vanity before You, and man has no
advantage over the animals, for all is vanity." In complete submission we pray
and entreat the Holy One Himself, as it were, to cleanse us, as the mikveh
purifies the impure, and that the promise be fulfilled: "For on that day He
shall give you atonement, to cleanse you of all your sins; you shall be purified
BEFORE GOD" (Vayikra 16:30).
Translated by Kaeren Fish
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