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SALT
by Rav
David Silverberg
YOM KIPPUR
MOTZAEI SHABBAT
In the Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur prayers, we ask, “Impose Your
fear…upon all Your creations, and Your dread upon all that You created, and all
creations shall fear you, and all that were created shall bow before You, and
they shall all be made into a single group to fulfill Your will with a complete
heart.”
In the final clause of this segment – “they shall all be made into a
single group to fulfill Your will with a complete heart” – we incorporate two
different themes. First, we speak
of our hopes that all mankind shall “be made into a single group,” that the
friction and tension that divide people shall give way to a unity of mind of
mission, and complete social harmony.
Additionally, we ask that this sense of unity should stem from the desire
“to fulfill Your will with a complete heart.” Here, we focus on a different theme –
our aspirations to serve the Almighty “with a complete heart,” with sincerity,
consistency and wholehearted devotion.
All too often, even when we are indeed loyal to God’s dictates, we are
halfhearted, acting ambivalently or begrudgingly, or we act insincerely. And, we are not always consistent in our
devotion, observing and performing only when it suits us and does not demand too
much sacrifice and inconvenience.
We pray that at the time when all people on earth join together in
harmonious cooperation, we should serve God be-leivav shaleim, “with a
complete heart.”
One might wonder why these two themes are combined into a single
liturgical passage. Intuitively, we
might have perhaps formulated one prayer asking that all mankind should be bound
together by the desire to serve God, and another that this service of God should
be sincere and wholehearted, rather than two-faced or
ambivalent.
Rav Yaakov Neuberger (http://torahweb.org/torah/2008/moadim/rneu_teshuva.html)
suggested that these two prayers are conjoined because they both require the
same process – assigning priorities properly, and overcoming petty, egotistical
concerns:
Perhaps these two passions, to serve
Hashem genuinely and to extend and enjoy loving and respectful
relationships, stem from the same environment and culture. It may be that the roads to both begin
at the same point and end at each other’s doorstep. No doubt both will demand ridding
oneself of the pettiness that so often overtakes our minds and
decisions.
The naturalness and thrill of
competition certainly shape within us a predisposition which is unfriendly to
according respect and appreciation to the strengths of others. Yet investing in acquiring a positive
and open frame of mind is truly an “avodah” – requiring dedicated and
persistent applications to greater nobility. If we are really going to earn our
membership in…a unified group of Kelal Yisrael – it will no doubt require great
introspection and soulful thinking; being on guard against harboring ill
feelings towards other individuals and other groups, challenging ourselves to
prioritize, and focus on that which is genuinely
precious.
The same
process of character refinement necessary to live in harmony with our peers is
required to serve God “with a complete heart.” Both demand serious consideration of
what is central and what is peripheral, what should be primary and what should
be deemed secondary, what is important in life and what is dispensable. Armed with this awareness, a person is
more likely to realize that most things are not important enough to disrupt our
relationships with others, or to undermine our efforts to dedicate our lives to
the service of God.
SUNDAY
Rav Elchanan Wasserman, in his Kovetz Ma’amarim (p. 23),
cites a passage from Mesilat Yesharim that
addresses the nature of divine forgiveness. The Mesilat Yesharim posits that the possibility of
erasing one’s record of sin through the process of repentance is purely the
product of God’s unlimited kindness.
According to the rules of strict justice, no such possibility should
exist. Once an act has been
committed, there should be no means of rectification through teshuva, and
the stain on the individual’s record should remain until retribution is
delivered. It is only through God’s
kindness that we are afforded the opportunity of erasing our record by
performing teshuva.
Rav Elchanan questions this theory in light of a comment in Masekhet
Kiddushin (40b) regarding the reverse situation of teshuva – one who
regrets the good deeds he performed.
The Gemara establishes that just as sins can be erased through
repentance, similarly, a person erases the merits of the mitzvot he performed when he regrets having
performed them. Clearly, this
“erasure” is not the result of any form of divine grace. Seemingly, then, it is in accordance
with the laws of divine justice, rather than a measure of God’s kindness, that
regret has the capacity to erase the effects of past
deeds.
A number of answers have been suggested to reconcile the Mesilat
Yesharim’s comments with this passage in Masekhet Kiddushin. (Rav Elchanan himself cites one answer
from the Chafetz Chayim, and
then proceeds to suggest an answer of his own.) Rav
Yitzchak Hutner, in his Pachad Yitzchak (Rosh Hashanah 74), offers an
insightful solution by distinguishing between the two processes of evolving from
good to evil, and from evil to good.
The fact that good deeds are erased through remorse, Rav Hutner posits,
does not necessarily yield the converse – that evil deeds can be erased through
remorse. He notes that life, as
opposed to death, must be constantly sustained, and for this reason, the onset
of death is a natural, universal occurrence, whereas the restoration of life to
the dead (techiyat ha-meitim) constitutes the greatest of all
miracles. The state of death
continues on its own, whereas life must be actively nourished to continue. Rav Hutner writes that the same is true
of good and evil. Good, like life,
must be sustained by the person’s faith in its value and significance. Once this “nourishment” is withheld,
when a person no longer recognizes the importance of the good he has performed,
the good ceases to exist. Evil, by
contrast, endures naturally, through inertia, and does not require any active
“sustenance.” Therefore, as the
Mesilat Yesharim correctly writes, it is only through God’s remarkable
grace and benevolence that we have the opportunity of erasing evil through
teshuva. Just as techiyat
ha-meitim reflects God’s extraordinary ability to restore life to a dead
being, teshuva signifies the
equally remarkable possibility of replacing evil with
good.
Rav Ezra Bick (http://vbm-torah.org/archive/hol2-2.htm)
cites Rav Hutner’s theory and adds the following
observation:
Rav
Hutner’s explanation highlights the extraordinarily precarious nature of good…
In this world…good can only exist where man, the image of God, struggles to give
it life by investing reality with his faith, his effort, and his commitment… Sin
is death because it drives a wedge between God and the sinner. It is not difficult to cut off something
from life; hence the tzaddik can negate a lifetime of virtue in an
instant. To recreate a connection
to life, transcendence is required… even inattention, apathy, or loss of faith
is sufficient to undo the good that already exists… Even great accomplishments
of the past will stagnate and decay if they are not continually supported by the
faith and the efforts of man.
Rav Hutner’s analysis teaches that
good is far more fragile than evil.
Evil can endure so long as nothing disrupts it, whereas good requires
proactive and diligent sustenance to survive. We are thus bidden to work arduously to
both eradicate the evil of the past, and to ensure to sustain the good of the
present.
MONDAY
A famous Kabbalistic teaching draws a somewhat startling association
between the occasions of Yom Kippur and Purim. The full name of Yom Kippur – “Yom
Ha-kippurim” – has been read to mean, “yom ke-purim” – “a day like
Purim.” Of course, the observances
of Purim and Yom Kippur are diametrically opposite to one another. One is characterized by festive eating,
drinking and even merrymaking, while the other involves self-affliction and
tearful penitence. In what way are
these holidays similar, and what message did the Kabbalists seek to convey by
drawing this association?
Rav Soloveitchik, as cited in Rav Avraham Besdin’s Reflections of the
Rav, vol. 1 (chapter 4), suggests
two possible approaches. First, he
proposes that we reevaluate the nature of Purim, and take note of its dual
nature. Megilat Ester, the Rav explained, “is both a Book of
Thanksgiving and a Book of Distress and Petition. The narrative relates two stories, of a
people in a terrifying predicament and also of their great exhilaration at their
sudden deliverance.” Purim
commemorates one of our nation’s most frightening moments. It not only celebrates our ultimate
victory, but also reminds us of the period of uncertainty and horror that
preceded it. Rav Soloveitchik
asserted that the fast of Ta’anit
Ester, which we observe the day
before Purim, was instituted for this purpose, to bring to mind the distress and
panic experienced by the Jews under the Persian
Empire.
This easily explains the association between Purim and Yom Kippur, as
both are occasions of serious introspection and heartfelt prayer in response to
a time of crisis. The Rav
explained:
Perhaps
the feature common to both Purim and Yom Kippur is that aspect of Purim which is
a call for Divine compassion and intercession, a mood of petition arising out of
great distress. While the Fast of
Esther reflects the terror of the threatening physical extinction of the people,
the prayerful mood of Yom Kippur emerges out of a sense of spiritual anxiety and
the desperate need for reconciliation with God.
Rav Soloveitchik noted an additional point of connection between these
two occasions, as well, namely, the theme of goralot, or
lots. Purim is named for the lots
cast by Haman to determine the day on which he would eliminate the Jews, and
perhaps the central feature of the Yom Kippur avoda
(service) in the Mikdash is the designation of the two
goats. The kohen gadol would use lots to determine which of the
two goats would be brought as a sin-offering, its blood sprinkled in the
innermost sanctum of the Temple, and which would be brought out into the
wilderness and cast off a mountain.
Rav
Soloveitchik observed that this theme of “lots,” the notion of uncertainty,
vulnerability and coincidence, may likely underlie the Kabbalistic association
between Purim and Yom Kippur. The
Purim story is marked by coincidence and sudden, unexpected reversals of
fortune. The name of the holiday,
which has its origins in Haman’s lots, expresses, as Rav Soloveitchik explained,
“the erratic capriciousness of events” and reminds us all of “the sudden turns
of fortune, lurking dangers, the fickleness of life.”
It is
this very aspect of human existence which allows us to seek forgiveness, as we
do on Yom Kippur. The Almighty, far
more so than we, recognizes man’s feeble nature and vulnerability, how the human
being can so easily fall prey to such a wide range of pressures, temptations and
lures. Just like the two goats in
the Temple courtyard were, as the Sages teach, identical in size and appearance,
but their destinies differed so drastically from one another, two inherently
similar people can likewise follow two diametrically opposite directions,
depending on the influences and pressures to which they were exposed. The Rav thus described the ritual of the
two goats as “a psychodramatic representation of the penitent’s state of mind
and his emotional need.” It
expresses the fact that we, in seemingly coincidental fashion, are vulnerable to
certain forces beyond our control, and not always succeed in opposing them. Our hopes of atonement rest upon our
vulnerable nature, which allows us to come before the Almighty and beg for a
second chance.
TUESDAY
Yesterday, we discussed the Kabbalistic notion associating the seemingly
unrelated holidays of Yom Kippur and Purim. Somehow, the scholars of Kabbala found
some fundamental point of connection between the solemn day of repentance and
abstinence, and the jovial, festive celebration of Purim. This curious association challenges us
to carefully explore some of the themes embedded within these celebrations in
search of some parallel or point of resemblance.
One possible explanation is that both Purim and Yom Kippur are observed
as days of complete devotion to avodat Hashem – only
from two opposite angles. On Yom
Kippur, of course, we withdraw to whatever extent possible from worldly
activities. Limited only by the
overriding concern for human life, we abstain from even the barest necessities
of human existence, and devote as much time and energy as we can to spiritual
devotion, specifically prayer, repentance, and (though to a lesser degree) Torah
learning. We disregard our physical
being to the extent that we can without allowing it to perish, and focus our
attention exclusively on the needs and desires of the
soul.
Purim, too, is devoted entirely to serving God – only through the medium
of physical enjoyment. Consistent
with the broader theme of hester
(“concealment”) that features so prominently in the Purim celebration, the
disparity between appearance and reality, on Purim we show that even food, drink
and merriment can be enlisted in the service of our Creator, that spirituality
can be found even in places where we would least expect to find it. Whereas on Yom Kippur we spend the day
serving God through abstinence, on Purim we spend the day serving God through
indulgence. On Yom Kippur we
demonstrate how far we can go in withdrawing from physical engagement, while on
Purim we show how far we can go in transforming physical engagement into a
spiritual experience, into avodat Hashem.
Both these expressions of religious devotion are necessary, and they
combine to form Judaism’s perspective on earthly pursuits. The Torah demands not withdrawal, but
rather moderate engagement, utilizing the physical and material aspects of life
for the purpose of avodat Hashem. If we only had the model of Purim, then
we would deteriorate to the point of Pe’or worship, which glorified bodily
functions and sexual intimacy and performed them as public displays of religious
worship. A perspective that focuses
exclusively on the spiritual potential latent within physical acts will
ultimately lose sight of the spiritual purpose and objective. It leads people to indulge freely and
consider their gluttonous orgies religious ceremonies. Rather than seeking to utilize the
physical for the spiritual, people would mistake the physical for
spiritual. Yom Kippur demonstrates
that the objective of everything we do must be genuine avodat
Hashem. By spending one day
withdrawn from physical life, we proclaim that our involvement in physical life
the rest of the year is for the purpose of enabling us to properly serve the
Almighty.
On the opposite extreme, we cannot
follow only the model of Yom Kippur, the approach of abstinence and
self-denial. We need the message of
Purim to teach that our necessary physical activities should not be viewed as
compromising our religious commitment.
We spend a day serving God through physical indulgence in order to remind
us that even eating and drinking can be made sacred, if performed for the sake
of avodat Hashem. The
observance of Purim demonstrates that although Judaism distinguishes between
kodesh and chol, the chol can and must be used in the
service of kodesh.
In this sense, perhaps, the day of
Yom Ha-kippurim is indeed ke-Purim; it is the mirror image,
so-to-speak, of Purim. Together,
these two celebrations reflect the primacy of the spiritual over the physical,
but that the latter can be sanctified by being enlisted in the service of the
former.
WEDNESDAY
Today we will consider another possible aspect of the association drawn
in Kabbalistic thought between the occasions of Yom Kippur and Purim. As mentioned in the previous editions of
S.A.L.T., the Kabbalists found in the word Yom Ha-kippurim an allusion to
the phrase “yom ke-purim” – “a day like Purim” – indicating that the
holidays of Purim and Yom Kippur share some common feature or
theme.
One might suggest that this association lies in the theme of
achdut, the breaking of the barriers that separate between people and
resolving conflicts in an effort to create a peaceful, unified and harmonious
Jewish nation. In the context of
Purim, this theme finds expression most prominently in the mitzvot of
mishlo’ach manot and matanot la-evyonim, which require exchanging
gifts and lending assistance to those in need. These obligations are among the
hallmarks of the Purim celebration and serve to create an aura of loving
kindness and fraternity that lends a unique dimension to this holiday’s
observance. Additionally, many have
detected this theme in Ester’s instruction to Mordekhai, “Go, assemble all the
Jews found in Shushan” (Ester 4:16), which might refer to an “assembly” of
hearts, of a sense of mutual love, concern and respect, and not merely a
physical gathering.
Yom Kippur, too, is an occasion that requires people to come to terms
with one another and leave behind hard feelings and past conflicts. The obligation to request forgiveness
from one’s fellow before Yom Kippur is codified in the Shulchan Arukh
(O.C. 606), and Rav Soloveitchik understood this obligation as extending beyond
the technical need to earn one’s fellow’s forgiveness as a prerequisite for
atonement. During the musaf prayer on Yom Kippur, we describe this
occasion as “a day on which eating is forbidden; a day on which drinking is
forbidden; a day on which bathing is forbidden; a day on which applying ointment
is forbidden; a day on which marital relations are forbidden; a day on which
wearing shoes is forbidden; a day of instilling love and friendship; a day of
abandoning jealousy and competition…”
This hymn lists peaceful relations among the basic laws and obligations
of Yom Kippur, from which Rav Soloveitchik deduced that reconciliation is
required by virtue of the occasion of Yom Kippur itself. As part of our efforts to rise above the
normal constraints of physical existence and maximize our spiritual potential on
this day, we are bidden to rid ourselves of grudges and hard feelings, and feel
a genuine sense of camaraderie and friendship with all our fellow
Jews.
Both Purim and Yom Kippur, then, are to be observed as days of love and
friendship among Jews, when we heal wounds and forego petty grievances. On Purim, we come together in joy and
celebration, and on Yom Kippur we are bound by the joint sense of dread and
anxiety in the face of judgment.
Together, these occasions remind us that all Jews share the same debt of
gratitude to the Almighty for all He has done for Am Yisrael, and
that we all share the tension and uncertainty associated with divine
judgment. From this perspective,
the differences and conflicts that divine us seem small and trivial, hardly
deserving the ability to cause friction among Jews.
THURSDAY
Today we will consider one final point of connection between the holidays
of Yom Kippur and Purim, as reflected in a famous Kabbalistic teaching that
reads the word “Yom Kippurim” to mean “yom ke-Purim” – “a day like
Purim.”
The Yom Kippur service marked the only occasion when the kohen
gadol entered the
kodesh ha-kodashim, the
innermost sanctum of the Beit
Ha-mikdash, where he sprinkled the
blood of the special Yom Kippur atonement sacrifices. As Rav Mordechai Breuer noted, we find
elsewhere in Tanakh a similar situation where a representative of
the Jews enters a forbidden chamber to plead on behalf of the people, as they
observe a fast during a time of fear and dread. Recall that after Haman issued the
decree to annihilate the Jewish people, Ester ordered the Jews to fast as she
prepared to approach the king’s private chamber, uninvited, to plead on their
behalf. In fact, the term
“chatzer ha-penimit” (“interior courtyard”), with which King
Achashverosh’s chamber is described (Ester 4:11, 5:1), appears elsewhere in
Tanakh only in reference to the Beit Ha-mikdash (in numerous instances in Sefer Melakhim
6-7, and on several occasions throughout Sefer Yechezkel). It seems reasonable to suggest that
Mordekhai and Ester, when writing Megilat Ester, intentionally
sought to allude to a comparison, or, more likely, a contrast, between the royal
palace in Persia and the inner chamber of the Beit Ha-mikdash.
On one level, this parallel is simply part of the satirical tone of Megilat Ester, as Achashverosh’s royal
chamber is sarcastically described in similar terms as God’s “palace” in
Jerusalem. But additionally,
perhaps, this comparison serves to instruct that even when we appeal to
“Achashverosh” for assistance, we must see ourselves as though we come before
the King of kings. As Ester
prepared to enter Achashverosh’s chamber, trembling out of fear and uncertainty,
recognizing that the fate of the entire Jewish people hinged upon this moment,
she understood that her fate actually lay in the hands of God, not
Achashverosh. While externally it
appeared that the Persian kind would determine the success or failure of Ester’s
efforts on behalf of the Jews, in reality, it was the Almighty who would decide
the outcome.
Herein, perhaps, lies the connection between the Purim and Yom
Kippur. On Yom Kippur, the kohen gadol, representing the entire
nation, appeals directly to God in His “private chamber,” so-to-speak, whereas
in the Purim story, Ester enters the Persian king’s private chamber to beg for
his assistance. The parallel
between the two reminds us that although we are quite obviously bidden to enlist
the natural means at our disposal in helping ourselves and others, we must
understand that ultimately, it is God who determines the success – or, Heaven
forbid, failure – of our endeavors.
Our efforts are necessary, but not self-sufficient. Even when we turn to “Achashverosh” for
assistance, we must see ourselves as actually appealing directly to the Almighty
in the kodesh ha-kodashim.
Although in practice we enlist whatever means are available, in essence
we turn directly to God and beg for His intervention.
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